Saturday, 15 May 201023:14
■ kill me
my heart..
i feel its dying..
you hurt me deeply with your words..
it bleed inside..
before i just assume that you like her better..
but what i hear this morning makes me wanna cry..
i never thought i would be this worst..
I know she's you favourite..
Im sorry for being a bitch..
a vain daughter you can have..
i feel sorry for myself for getting the chance to live in this world..
she's your precious..
she follow every single thing that you said to her..
she's kind..
she's the kind of daughter that you want..
Im nothing..
I keep on bringing problem to you guys..
Its hard to raise me up..
Im selfish..
Im rude..
Just this morning i stay quiet because i didnt feel well..
you ask me , but i didnt reply cuz I feel very dizzy and wanted to faint..
have you not see my face and why i hold me head..?
but you ignore me and said im rude..
im did angry for not giving me to bring broadband to college..
and yeah im so bitch that i have to pout my mouth the whole morning..
to me its normal,but to you its not
and you said i kurang ajar for being like that..
but before i just went back to the room last minute just to bring photo of both of you..
but you didnt know..
i suck.
im a terrible daughter.
i feel bad for being your daughter.
i really do wish i just dissappear from your life.
if you want me to die.please do kill me.
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nana.
