Tuesday, 7 December 201005:56
■ depress
im getting so depresses lately.
im tired of blaming the rain for this.
i hate for keep repeating the same word.
its ok..
its not ok!
in fact its never ok!
I HATE MYSELF
i know im not that interesting.
im boring.
im no fun.
im a loner.
im low profile.
im tired of being all that.
im may acted like a guy.
im may very harsh
im not ladylike or anything.
fuck that.
you dont even know me.
i get rid of all the stuff that i hate so much today.
all the stuff i kept for years since highschool..
i'll burn them to ashes.
i dont want to keep those memories at all.
i dont even remember how it feels like anyway.
i forgot..
i know im evil but i dont freaking care
i hate myself for having this problem
call me anything.
gah i feel like smoking right now!
I JUST DONT CARE ANYMORE
kthanksbye
