Tuesday, 8 March 201120:41
■ course
ok Im so confused right now..
sometimes I wonder why I cant make up my mind..
you know when theres time your brain refuses to work with your heart and you have to choose between them on making decision and...ok cut the craps
ANYWAY
usually I do know what I want in my life..
and I do get it eventually..
cept for my COURSE.
AND right now..
Im considering...evaluating..and discussing on
my own future..
Sure I did say I want to be a animator or anything to do with art..
But liking something doesnt meant Im gonna do good on it..
you'll need talent, creativity and vision.
IM DOUBTING
yes.. to my own skills and Im afraid that it wont work..
but doing something that my dad suggested
example a programmer, system analyst, artificial intelligent..
it gave me goosebumps..
Coding and computer languages arent really my thing..
Hardcore programming seriously is a NONO for me..
Its not that its not fun, it was AWSM but Im a slow learner on this thing
and you only have 4 month to learn +exam,test and pop quiz and 21-23credit hour to full fill..
SEE THE TENSE..?
I learn it because honestly I only study it for exam..
noted* I do not like my course for god sake..
BUT bright future, many job opportunity and lots and lots of money..lulz
Technology changed every 2 years..
its fast moving and they need more specialist..
is it me or maybe ok fine its just me..
Im too choosy, Im lazy, and incompetent..
I love the kind of job that doesnt have deadline..
24/7 infront of laptop and pc
*I vomit sometimes when Im really sick of it.. -__- so dizzy
its true..
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the point is 2nd thing after being such a loser is~~~
what happened last time makes me scared to choose
because I dont want to end up crying and ranting because they didnt give me the course that I wanted.. you know sometimes Uitm are just sooooo..unfair..
T__T Im confused on what Im trying to tell you guys anyway..
Im typing this crap so fast that I dont even wanna think anymore..
lol..
